just some shit to make you think...about how much you love angelator and other issues important to the world.

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

So I am currently in day 4 of sobriety. I literally smoke weed everyday so this is quite the feat for me. Not that I'm addicted because supposedly you cant become addicted but I think that I am definately a weedaholic. (no there is no such thing as weedahol) I love the fuck out of ganja. The best and worst thing about weed is that it makes you forget shit. So right now I am really jonsing for something, but I cant really remember what so I'm sitting in front of the computer with my credit card buying flowers for people thinking that shopping will fill the little space that thc smoke usually fills up...Not in my lungs of course, but in my... heart? I am not sure it is working but I think my head is a little less hazy than it usually is. Not that I am quitting. Oh no not to worry west side drug dealers, your best customer is still alive and well, I am just detoxing so I can be smart enough to go to this interview I have in a few weeks. How could I be a stoner comedian and no longer be a stoner. Maybe I am just kidding my self, maybe no druggie could be successful, but then again maybe they could. If I think though I can name a few people who used to be stoners and are now famous... Dave Chapelle, Andre 3000, and I'm sure I know of more but, well, I cant remember right now. Ask me again on friday and maybe that part of my memory will be unlocked. Right now my brain is like one of those video games where you have to do something cool before you can use the really good characteristics of the game-- like win a race before you can customize your car or something... I have to stop smoking so much so I can use the altered state to my advantage. Weed saved my life and my sanity so I'll always love it. I think. Although the last time I looked it was,-- oh May of 2000 and I was 21. Well, they say time flies when you are having fun and they are right. One thing that sucks about not smoking is that when I dont I realize how much I hate my job. Not that I go to work high but I am usually hazy and indifferent enough not to mind the snivering fools I serve. But soon I'll have a real job, hopefully. And soon after that I am going to take over the world with Baby Bison

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

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Monday, March 14, 2005

so if you would like to see pictures instead of fucked up HTML, go to anyonebutW.blogspot.com. I accidentally put the pics on that page and moving them with out the Sprint ads that are attached is proving harder than I thought. Have fun.

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Friday, March 11, 2005

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Friday, March 04, 2005

Ah well I have been back in Buffalo for a week now and this is the first day I have not had to work, so here I sit. I got an ipod today. I almost just spelled that 'I Pod' but I remembered how uncool the capital I would be. Baby Bison got one too. I dont know what I was thinking getting something that costs like, $4oo dollars when I have less than that in my savings account right now, but I really feel like things are going to start happening for me soon. 'Happening' meaning, I will soon get a job where I dont have to use sharpies to write in code on paper cups and yell 'TALL LATTE' all day, and take orders from acne-prone suburban kids with $100 dollar bills. No I didnt buy the U2 ipod... how did I end up spending $400 dollarz? I got a voice recorder for it and a car kit and the protection plan. Oh well. Now I have to try and not forget it in my unlocked car. Try and steal this crackheads. 5000 songs is a looooot!