In other news... the Sabres are 2 wins away from the finals. (Yes that is the way I look at it) This looks like it may be a relatively tough series though! I suppose that is something to look forward to.

Oh boy, I feel a mood comming on. I have gone to work dressed all in black two times this week, and damn it felt good. I'm just waiting for someone to comment (I'm jes waitin' on a nigga ta push me...) I have the urge to fly away. Like up and quit my job and kidnap a highschool student to do my bidding and fly away in the blue-but-should-be-black JETTA. I am getting tired of this chirade. WHEW. And now that I think about it, I have had enough of highschool students, so perhaps I will have to do my own bidding afterall... I think I am going to have to start taking my dogs for 5 mile walks and pray I have enough money to make it through the summer. I keep envisioning Ryan swooping in and rescuing me, wearing one of his crazy rysithagoth outfits, shocking everyone we pass as we exit the building...Hmm Ryan if you are reading this, what do you think? Wanna rescue me? Actually that is exactly what I need. A blunt and a good long walk with Ryan. Something tells me that won't be happening any time soon. I'd like to write more but it is almost time for the "Ascension Mass" liturgy. Why am I so anxious?

Here I sit at work, pretty much just waiting for something to happen. It is sort of a slow day. I am seeing people but sort of sporadically so time isn’t exactly flying by.

Attention Sabres Stalkers: GAME THREE IS TONIGHT, and I just can’t wait! I couldn’t watch game two because locally they decided to show the Carolina series instead. Poo! I tried to watch it but I found that I just didn’t care. I hope tonight’s game is on television. I could check but I don’t want to be pissed all day if it won’t be on. Don’t ask me what kind of logic that is because I don’t pretend to know.

I really need new sneakers and some fans for my apt. Sneakers because my old ones are really stretched out, and fans because even when it’s 60 degrees outside the heat is on in my building. Maybe I’ll splurge and get an air conditioner. I wonder if there is a store (other than Walmart) where I could get all of these items. God I hate shopping and running all over the place.

God what a boring fucking blog this has turned out to be. I used to be cool. Someone slap me!

LET’S GO BUFFALO! Ok, for the record I no longer live in Buffalo, however the Sabres mean as much to me as they ever did. Although I can only watch like 40% of the games here in Syracuse I have been following them closely. I was even thinking of driving to Canada to watch on CBC when they aren’t televised here. If the Sabres set themselves up to sweep Ottawa I just might. Oh and yes, I realize that I was wrong about my hockey predictions. I have no excuse really… I never thought we’d face Ottawa in the second round! As of now we are up 2-0 on the series. I am really pleased but scared too in a way. I know we are going to face them at home for the next two games and that most people would say that our record so far this series, along with home ice advantage all but sews up a victory. You can’t however, count Ottawa out yet. I would be shocked if they didn’t win at least one game! Then again we have a really good record against them in the playoffs… Now I’m just rambling.

I have been writing pretty regularly lately, which is a good thing. I think I may finally be onto something. Either that or I’m totally loosing it, both of which are equally possible. Has anyone noticed how it is amazingly difficult to fulfill your dreams? Sometimes I am sick of working toward my goals. What I mean is, isn’t it about time I succeeded already?

I really want to go camping. I need some fresh air and fire light.

I have lunch duty now, so I must go. Let me leave you by saying flip ‘em the bird, the peace bird. More to come on that later…