I am getting worried.
worried that we are stalling...
that or somehow we are off in some
other direction I'm not allowed to know about yet.

when they gets overconfident or nervous they gets
NASTY so I cant say much unless
I feel like fighting. and I dont.

hopefully we are not headed for finely
crafted disaster
I am not going to deal with people taking me
lightly
or trying to sabbotage me
I am not going to take no for an answer
I will not be pushed out or schlepped to the side