Ok, for real this time, we beging filming our movie tomorrow. I'm getting nervous. I always look even fatter on fucking home videos, and considering the fact that we are recording on a cheap camera I dont think I'm gonna look that great... although I am the most gorgeous person you have ever seen in person (wink, wink). Dont believe me? Listen to this story. The other night the most thugged out man I have ever seen came into work. If you know anyting about my neighborhood you understand the depth of that statement. He was driving a black on black on black Mercedes. I didnt know they even made tints that dark... I immediately zeroed in on him as he walked in the door, I decided to play it cool. As I rang him out he told me I was georgeous. I pretended I didnt hear him (*guess I was nervous) and he said 'oh I guess I should have gone to McDonalds' I couldn't help myself any longer. I gave him my sexy look and smiled, saying nothing. I stepped over to make my drink. My co worker came back from whereever she was. I coughed a bit. She said something about my quitting smoking. I said oh sure as soon as I get pregnant. Loud enough for us both and anyone else around us to hear he said he and I 'could work on that tonight' if I wanted. (I wanted)Still I played it cool. I walked over and handed him his drink. He then said something about my calling him anytime of the day or night and proceded to write his phone number on a lotter ticket for me.. .I gave him a real piece of paper to write on and put his number in my pocket. He then said the dirtiest sexiest thing I have ever heard in my life that included the words hard hot and wet and then he reminded me of his mustache. JESUS GOD! Dont believe me? Ask Leah. I didnt call him. I think it was the lottery ticket. No...Maybe it was my shaking hands and my fear that I wold let this guy have whatever he wanted.