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cha-cha-cha-changes. This is the first time in my life that I have had nothing whatsoever to do with myself. I graduated and have yet to find, or particularly look for, a 'real' job so I'm pretty much languishing at starbucks and hating it like a bastard. I have a relatively non existent love life, (which normally is fine with me because how can I concentrate on anyone but me, duh??) but since I'm super bored I'm thinking like, a regular lay could be nice... or at least some decent conversation with someone who I don't share DNA and an apartment with. I think maybe I'll just hop in the car and disappear for a while. I was going to move to San Antonio with my best friend but I had a nightmare about getting the death penalty for having an abortion... (note to readers, Angelator has never had an abortion, nor has she recieved the death penalty...) I pay close attention to my dreams, and this one obviously means that if I move to Texas I will die an untimely death amongst conservative rednecks-- not cool.

What does everyone think about dating someone you work with? It seems to me that although it is against the rules, since I have nothing but contempt for the green apron lately (due to boredom and the unfair firing of my sister) I should throw caution to the wind and just fuck the person I'm talking about, honestly though I dont want to sleep with him but get to know him. And that is scary because usually things feel really different. I don't honestly know if he likes me like that though... maybe we are just friends? We have good talks. I find myself worrying that the person in question might read this so I need to change subjects.

I'm thinking that yes, I need to run away and sort out my head... talk to you all soonz